Mommy's story part 14: i can feel the kicking is getting stronger (24 weeks a.k.a 6 months)

My dearest baby in my belly is moving quite frequently now.The kicking is getting stronger and stronger each day and i tell you, i'm so excited i nearly cried.This is the joy of being pregnant.You'd be able to feel your own little baby inside your womb.Eventhough it can be sucks at times coz i have to deal with all the pains but you know what, it worth every pains.
Currently, i do feel the tightening under my belly and that's because my belly is getting bigger.I can see visible stretch marks (dammit!)on my belly and i'm religiously applying palmer body lotion all over my belly to make the stretch marks look less visible. My back aches a lot!!! plus my buttocks too!!! Pimples starts growing on my cheeks.Not that 'teruk' pun but still it upsets me.I feel so tired all the time,hungry and sleepy too bacause my little baby needs all the nutrients for the rapid growth.It is Ramadhan and after i made few researches, i feel it is safe to go on fasting (selagi larat).It's day 2 of fasting and so far so good.What else? oh yeah, i got very sensitive as in very very sensitive until up to a point it bothers me a lot.i'm very emotional and yes, i do cry a lot during this pregnancy.It is not that easy to cope with your emotional instability.I have thought of this and that and how ones word affect me tremendously.There were times (before i reach the 2o weeks)i just feel like i don't want to get pregnant and want to get rid of this baby.it is sad,but that's what i've had gone through.Those were just me being emotional.Eventhough i didn't have a terrible morning sickness like puking every single minute/hour,i do get very tired and emotional.Some said, oh you're so lucky you didn't have to get all fussed up with vomits and all...yes i am lucky but trust me,it is hard to deal with emotion that swings like a bloody hurricane! Anyways,i love this baby to bits and won't do anything to harm this gift from Allah SWT in my belly.In fact i am soooooooo excited to meet my baby this december :).
My hubby just told me that he wants to go back for a day to visit his granny in melaka during fasting time.I don't know,i just hope the weather is just right...not too hot.I am very tamperamental and grouchy during hot days...

Well,i'm going to update again when i reach week 25 alright.

till then peeps...

toodlllessss.......