Dear blog,
since i tak update what had happened for the last few days...here goes:
22/6/2009
Aza got admitted at the Hospital Ampang in Pandan Indah. She texted me to tell me which ward she's in.I then, called her to make sure the location of the hospital
23/06/2009
Me and hubby went to visit Aza that late afternoon. We bought chocolates for her but unfortunately she's not able to take any food unless it's in liquid form.Anyway, the hospital isn't that far. And the saddest damn thing is, the signboard is quite hidden and if you didn't ask around, sure you'll get lost. I really hope Aza get well soon. The C-section memanglah leceh.You have to pantang a lot and if you don't pantang, sure you'll regret it. And you have to rest jer for nearly a month or so...it depends on how fast it heals. I think Aza memang sure kena admit lama sikit. Hope she'll get better soon.
26/06/2009
I went to see Dr.Noraini today because of thrush. The itchiness on the private part cause by the antibiotic for urine infection. Just right after i finish all my antibiotics pills, i started to feel the itchiness. It's very uncomfortable and what i did was to clean thoroughly after every time i peed and towel it dry. I thought by doing so, the sores will heal on its own.I was wrong.It gets itchier and this mornng i couldn't stand it anymore and went to see the doctor.Dr.Noraini said, this thrush is normal. Tapi still the doctor nak check the baby, whether my baby okay or tak. I saw my dearest baby dancing in my womb. It is the sweetest thing ever that i've seen. Then the doctor said my baby's okay.After few Q&A's with the doctor, we all pun gerak from the hospital to Metro Point.Had lunch with Sabrina (moms friend from public bank) at the kopitiam.....................................................................
Friday, June 26, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Mommy's story Part 6: Tahlil
Dear blog,
I'm exhausted and not in the mood to mingle around (have to mingle jugak,since 'terpaksa').Tahlil went smoothly and quite a number of people showed up. My back hurts and my left thigh too. I can feel small vibrations on my belly. I'm happy every single time i feel the vibrations.I can't wait till my belly is bigger and for this cute lovely little precious baby to come out. :-)
we got back quite late today. As usual, nak balik jer after saying our good bye's,masih lagi tersangkut tak balik coz biasalah,nak balik jer macam2 pulak yang nak diceritakan.Anyways, masa nak balik, sempat pulak the hubby of my late Wawak cerita pasal business...told us to buy the bunting laa..bla bla bla. (time ni i wasn't concentrating at all to what he's talking, i'm tired and i want to go home). I absolutely have no mood at all to listen to all that at this moment. Whatever-lah!
Well,we managed to escape at last. .................................
I'm exhausted and not in the mood to mingle around (have to mingle jugak,since 'terpaksa').Tahlil went smoothly and quite a number of people showed up. My back hurts and my left thigh too. I can feel small vibrations on my belly. I'm happy every single time i feel the vibrations.I can't wait till my belly is bigger and for this cute lovely little precious baby to come out. :-)
we got back quite late today. As usual, nak balik jer after saying our good bye's,masih lagi tersangkut tak balik coz biasalah,nak balik jer macam2 pulak yang nak diceritakan.Anyways, masa nak balik, sempat pulak the hubby of my late Wawak cerita pasal business...told us to buy the bunting laa..bla bla bla. (time ni i wasn't concentrating at all to what he's talking, i'm tired and i want to go home). I absolutely have no mood at all to listen to all that at this moment. Whatever-lah!
Well,we managed to escape at last. .................................
Monday, June 15, 2009
Mommy's story Part 5: Innalillah.....
Dear blog,
Wawak passed away at 2:30 a.m today 15/06/09.Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah S.W.T...Al-Fatihah...
Wawak passed away at 2:30 a.m today 15/06/09.Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah S.W.T...Al-Fatihah...
Mommy's story Part 4: Sad...
Dear blog,
I can't help myself but burst to tears when i saw Wawak lying on the bed motionless. I knew deep down inside that she can't make it this time. The Wawak i knew, never quit without struggling. But this time, it's her time. She's a fighter tapi Allah S.W.T mungkin lebih menyayangi dia. Aku duduk di kerusi sebelah katil Wawak dan terus baca surah Yasin. At this point of time, there's nothing anyone can do except for praying. Setiap kematian adalah dugaan bagi yang masih hidup di dunia ini....
But...
some people expect miracles to happen.They refuse to accept the reality even though dah terpampang depan mata.Siapa yang boleh terima bila seseorang yang kita sayang pergi buat selama2nya? No one. Tapi sebagai umat Islam, kita kena redha. Walau pahit mana sekalipun, kita harus telan.
When i was there, i had few chats with some of my relatives and kebanyakannya kata yang Wawak punya condition improves, her heart beat dah normal..this and that. But the fact is (Abang Putra told us the truth what the doctor have told him about Wawak's condition), Wawak is not improving at all. They all said that just to comfort themselves and they refused to understand. I can't blame them for that. Bila diorang kata macam tu jer, aku pun just nod and kept quiet. I just don't want to hurt them by telling them the truth about Wawak's condition coz i don't want to create any misunderstanding, even Abang Putra was being accused of wanting her own mother to pass away earlier because Abang Putra dah carikan tapak perkuburan untuk Wawak. Hmmm..they're just too sad and confused.
Aku pun tak tahu nak kata apa.Hari ni masuk hari ke-2 Wawak survive on life support machine. The doctor told abang putra that without the life support wawak mungkin tak akan dapat survive..and for them to cabut the life support pun kena ada consent from Wawak's husband. I'm very very sad because aku tak mahu wawak terseksa lagi....let her go peacefully...
date: 14/06/09 ...
I can't help myself but burst to tears when i saw Wawak lying on the bed motionless. I knew deep down inside that she can't make it this time. The Wawak i knew, never quit without struggling. But this time, it's her time. She's a fighter tapi Allah S.W.T mungkin lebih menyayangi dia. Aku duduk di kerusi sebelah katil Wawak dan terus baca surah Yasin. At this point of time, there's nothing anyone can do except for praying. Setiap kematian adalah dugaan bagi yang masih hidup di dunia ini....
But...
some people expect miracles to happen.They refuse to accept the reality even though dah terpampang depan mata.Siapa yang boleh terima bila seseorang yang kita sayang pergi buat selama2nya? No one. Tapi sebagai umat Islam, kita kena redha. Walau pahit mana sekalipun, kita harus telan.
When i was there, i had few chats with some of my relatives and kebanyakannya kata yang Wawak punya condition improves, her heart beat dah normal..this and that. But the fact is (Abang Putra told us the truth what the doctor have told him about Wawak's condition), Wawak is not improving at all. They all said that just to comfort themselves and they refused to understand. I can't blame them for that. Bila diorang kata macam tu jer, aku pun just nod and kept quiet. I just don't want to hurt them by telling them the truth about Wawak's condition coz i don't want to create any misunderstanding, even Abang Putra was being accused of wanting her own mother to pass away earlier because Abang Putra dah carikan tapak perkuburan untuk Wawak. Hmmm..they're just too sad and confused.
Aku pun tak tahu nak kata apa.Hari ni masuk hari ke-2 Wawak survive on life support machine. The doctor told abang putra that without the life support wawak mungkin tak akan dapat survive..and for them to cabut the life support pun kena ada consent from Wawak's husband. I'm very very sad because aku tak mahu wawak terseksa lagi....let her go peacefully...
date: 14/06/09 ...
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Mommy's story Part 3: The bad news...and i'm confused
Dear blog,
ok,here's the part we all got so confused...
We arrived, i think at approximately 8:30 p.m. We parked outside Wawak's house and to our surprise there's no one around. (we were outside masa time ni). Anyways, we just went in because we thought that we might be late kot, and all of them dah pergi ke kubur. Through the sliding door we saw Ismanidar and her husband sitting on the carpet,talking (more like discussing). I knocked the sliding door and her husband immediately opens it.We greeted each other and then baru lah kami tahu perkara yang sebenarnya beberapa jam selepas itu...(walaupun cerita tu bunyinya samar2)
Wawak's still alive (but with the help of the life support machine) !!!
Perkara yang sebenarnya terjadi...(sources from my own relatives,hopefully no tokok tambah lah,but then i got the info from the most reliable resources-Abang Putra (Wawak's 3rd son,itupun after i met him later di UH))
Ok,here goes...
Wawak refused to eat her lunch and Kak Mariani let her rest alone in the room.She checked every 30 minutes to make sure that Wawak is okay . But when she checked on Wawak for the 3rd time, Wawak seem to be very quiet and when Kak Mariani tengok betul2 dah ada buih kat mulut Wawak and badan dia kejang. They immediately called the hospital and Wawak was sent to the University Hospital (this part i'm not very sure whether Wawak were sent to the hospital by ambulance or car...ada yang kata mcm ni and mcm tu).Anyways, according to Abang Putra, Wawak's heart beat stopped for 8 minutes before she was helped by the life support machine.
I honestly think her time has come ...
Berbalik pada part kami sampai di rumah Wawak.
Me,my hubby.natrah and my sis's in-laws stayed at Wawak's house while Mommy and the rest went to the hospital.I was exhausted+sad+confused+curious.At that time, nak jer aku pergi hospital but they told me no need to go since it was late at night and i'm pregnant. Aku pun stay jer and baca surah Yassin. Macam2 speculation i heard from people and it makes me even more curious to know what the hell is going on.I was quite pissed actually. Few hours later, mommy and the rest dah balik dari UH. We said our goodbyes (time ni dah pukul 12:30 a.m) and headed straight home.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Mommy's story Part 2 : My little baby first photo
Dear blog,
after a not-so-long chat i had with my mom, we then went to Az-Zahrah hospital for my appointment with Dr.Noraini. We both thought that if we arrive early, tak ramai sangat orang queuing,but we were both wrong.We arrived at 9:05 a.m (my appointment supposedly at 10 a.m) and to our surprise, dah ramai yg tunggu. I wonder what time drg ni sampai.
While waiting for my turn, me and my mom borak-borak sambil belek-belek todays newspaper.Not long after that, they called me in (it's 9:45 am).I was quite nervous coz today they're going to give me the blood test result. Dr.Noraini explained to me few things about the test and I am so "bersyukur" that everything is okay. Alhamdulillah.
Then the doctor asked me if i want the baby pic and i said "yes"... my little baby is sooooo tiny. My baby's sex? belum nampak lagi. Maybe when i'm 20 weeks pregnant baru nampak kot. Currently i'm at 14 weeks...2 more weeks to 4 months..hehe.
*pic:gonna upload it later*
after a not-so-long chat i had with my mom, we then went to Az-Zahrah hospital for my appointment with Dr.Noraini. We both thought that if we arrive early, tak ramai sangat orang queuing,but we were both wrong.We arrived at 9:05 a.m (my appointment supposedly at 10 a.m) and to our surprise, dah ramai yg tunggu. I wonder what time drg ni sampai.
While waiting for my turn, me and my mom borak-borak sambil belek-belek todays newspaper.Not long after that, they called me in (it's 9:45 am).I was quite nervous coz today they're going to give me the blood test result. Dr.Noraini explained to me few things about the test and I am so "bersyukur" that everything is okay. Alhamdulillah.
Then the doctor asked me if i want the baby pic and i said "yes"... my little baby is sooooo tiny. My baby's sex? belum nampak lagi. Maybe when i'm 20 weeks pregnant baru nampak kot. Currently i'm at 14 weeks...2 more weeks to 4 months..hehe.
*pic:gonna upload it later*
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Mommy's story Part 1: the cramps
Dear blog,
I am now 3++ months pregnant. I am glad that so far, my pregnancy have not yet face any complications.Alhamdulillah. Only minor cramps on my left thigh and pain during my urination. It really sucks, and the feeling is very unpleasant. Despite of the unpleasant feelings, i am actually calm even though i may be a bit emotional.
Cravings? Not many. In fact i lost my appetite and rarely eats. I ate, but in a very small portion. I am now quite picky on food. If the food is not the food that i want, I'll just put the food aside and refuse to eat it.
Me and my husband spends most of our times chatting,laughing and having fun. My relationship with my sisters turned out sour. Luckily my husband is there to cheer me up. The love of my life!
To me, December is like a long journey ahead. The end of every year. The month where people are getting ready to face the new year. The month I am going to deliver this baby. I really hope the calculation is correct. My EDD is going to be on the 17th of Dec 2009. My 2009 baby.My precious.Our love.
I am excited.Yes! I am.
I am now 3++ months pregnant. I am glad that so far, my pregnancy have not yet face any complications.Alhamdulillah. Only minor cramps on my left thigh and pain during my urination. It really sucks, and the feeling is very unpleasant. Despite of the unpleasant feelings, i am actually calm even though i may be a bit emotional.
Cravings? Not many. In fact i lost my appetite and rarely eats. I ate, but in a very small portion. I am now quite picky on food. If the food is not the food that i want, I'll just put the food aside and refuse to eat it.
Me and my husband spends most of our times chatting,laughing and having fun. My relationship with my sisters turned out sour. Luckily my husband is there to cheer me up. The love of my life!
To me, December is like a long journey ahead. The end of every year. The month where people are getting ready to face the new year. The month I am going to deliver this baby. I really hope the calculation is correct. My EDD is going to be on the 17th of Dec 2009. My 2009 baby.My precious.Our love.
I am excited.Yes! I am.
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